Fire Proof

Today I watched the movie Fire Proof. It's an amazing movie and everyone should watch it, but watching it made me realize something. lately I have not been real. Ive been stuck in a routine and not going all out in my life for God. I have been slipping back into the way i used to be. For those that do not know I used to be a terrible person before I finally gave it all up to God. It's been a long road to recovery from that past self, but I'm finally on the way. I write on here because it helps me process my thoughts. Right now I'm thinking that I have just let a numbness creep into my life for about the past two weeks. Things like not praying as much, then finally not doing it, the same with reading my Bible. God has never stopped trying to get my attention though and I decided a long time ago to give my life to him. Watching the movie reminded me that I needed to get back on track because he has so much more planned for me. I'm running after those things. I want God to be number 1 in every area of my life, my thoughts, actions, relationships, the way I speak, everything!!!!!! I have to go jump into the word now. I should probably have done that first, but I wanted to write this down first. See y'all later.